[Capa took a long drink, not making the connection between his first statement and Mal. He knew nothing about her, so he had no reason to connect them.]

Even when you brought me into a dream for the first time, I had a difficult time remembering that it wasn't real.

Mace's presence is what always reminded me that it wasn't real. Because as much as I wanted him to be alive again, he's not. Hell, I'm not. [That got another drink.] So what the hell does reality matter to a dead person?